Welcome to the Middyz (second) home ground! (the
first home ground is the track)
[Monday, July 9, 2007]
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heats day]
okay today is the.. most depressing day of my life
sorry but i tink i really let myself, tok and u guys down i was feeling perfect... really perfect... but
i started slow... after practicing one hundred and million time to come out fast... hence i decided to follow jamie... which... screwed me up... i did 67 for first round, which is 4 seconds slower than expected... den i continued to follow and qie wif him, din dare to run past him... at the end 100m, my whack lost to almost everyone... 6th in heats. jamie 212. i 216.
IF only... i was conscious... and broke off... my first round... wudnt be so screwed up... jamie caused the whole heat to have onli TWO PPL TO QUALIFY TWO pathetic people... i could had did a 2.10.....
why was i such a whimp... followfollow jamie... wtf was i doing... so what if i gave it my all... i whimped out and followed... no use crying over spilled milk i noe but. this is smth i cannot forgive myself...
and after so much... the sec2s screwing up too... i couldnt motivate them... i was simply lost... i was going thru depression myself... im going mad...
zhijian.irvin.eva.yikai.alvin. and everyone in hcimidd sorry. for being such a fei captain. its jus a name, not even in existence... the yearbook... doesnt even acknowledge... sorry for being such a crybaby sorry zhijian... esp u...
really dno wad to say... but i said many times... zhijian.alvin.irvin. no matter what. im always proud of u. despite my incompetency to lead u all... fei captain...
10.56. tml pday. im dying...
a Middyz called wee ran past at 10:56 PM
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